Day 206, November 22nd, 2013

Well, I just got a call from my doctor's office. They want me to go for a CT on Tuesday. Yes, I'm freaking out a little bit but I'm trying to calm myself down.
I'm just hoping all of this comes to a conclusion and can get me healthy again!

Beauty, exactly what is it? Is it perfection? Is it the flaws that attract our eyes? Why do we look at ourselves and pick out what we think is horrible and think someone else will think its horrible too?
I have some kind of black mark on my nose that wasn't on my nose when I looked in the mirrow so I'm not quite sure what that is. I have a skin tag thing that I'm too scared to have removed because I had some removed and they left scars, so as ugly as people might think it is, I'd rather have it than a scar. I hate my pores, I hate that I have a blemish close to the tag BUT if I hadn't pointed those things out, would everyone notice? Would people just look and see my eye? Why do we torture ourselves with these things? Why do we let ourselves believe that our own imperfections make us ugly when really they can give us character? Why even as I write this, feel I shouldn't post this photo of myself because people might think its ugly? Here's to trying something different.

Unofficial photo of the day

Its all for Charity