Day 196, November 12th, 2013

I think I'd rather be at work than be home feeling the way I do. It started around 10am yesterday and got really bad around 9pm that night. It has continued over into today and I'm stuck, in bed, not far from a washroom. My stomach hates me and this proves to me that something with my system is just not right. I'm feeling ill all the time, can't eat proper foods and feel bloated constantly. I'm so discouraged from trying to lose weight that I'm just trying to maintain the weight I'm at now. So disappointing. If the house doesn't come Friday, I'm going to be having another discussion with my doctor. I can't keep feeling this way :(