Day 267, January 22nd, 2014

Its Wednesday and my neck is desperately waiting for 4:45 this afternoon. I'll be going to the chiropractor for the first time in 4 years (that's what the girl said) my chiropractor is going to be so shocked to see me but probably not surprised.
My neck has been really bad since Saturday morning and lived with it all weekend. Yesterday, I was able to get some relief with it but today the pain is coming in waves and it makes me cringe each time joined with my eyes welling up in pain. I hope he can help me because I can't go back to living like this! This kind of pain kept me on disability and I've been good for almost a year and now this pain is back.
Its really sad when you can't even pick up your own head when looking at something without wanting to cry because it hurts so bad. :( Too young to feel like this and know its going to be like this for the rest of my life. Makes you just want to sit down and cry.