Day 283, February 7th, 2014

Last night was a nice evening. Glenn was over and than Jordan and his mom came over. Janice cut dad's hair and we visited the whole time. It was a nice evening that was laid back and no stress. Which is great.

This morning, I drove to Selkirk and stopped in at the Upper Crust Bakery to get some cinnamon buns and apple cinnamon loaf, mmmmm. After that it was off to the doctor's office. When I got there, I got into a room quite quickly but had to wait about 20 minutes for the doctor to come in. He spent about 5 minutes in the room with me and let me know that he wants an ultrasound and a scope done. He also told me that all my issues could just be who I am. That somehow I just developed this. He says we're really good when we know what's wrong but not so great when we don't. Well Gee, don't I know that?! *sigh* he told me that we're probably not going to figure out what the problem is but we're going to check anyhow. Isn't that what you want to hear when you've been in pain for months? Makes me so sad. I just want to know if something is wrong and if I'm eating something that's hurting me to find out so I can stop. They never figured out what was wrong with my dad and I have a feeling that I'm going to be just like him and live with this for quite some time, if not forever :(

Just makes me sad that this is what you're told when you meet a doctor for the first time. Just disappointing.

Seriously starting to consider going to a naturopath. Maybe they'll know.